Patrick was finally released from the Hospital on Thursday night. His dad said he feels better to be home. But still has some pain, which is to be expected. He is missing his baseball season but knows he has to get better first. Me on the other hand, i still have pain in the chest that comes and goes. I am taking my muscle relaxers and pain meds along with anti depressants and anxiety meds. DEPRESSION AT TIMES IS GETTING THE BEST OF ME. Along with the D.D.D. disc disease. My crying spells and mood swings are starting to get under control just a little. But the Doc says when I had the stress stroke. It affected a little of the mind and heart muscles. So I am going back in for more test. They are more focused on the heart then anything, it is very scary. My dad was 35 when he had his first stroke, his father died at 55 from a heart attack and my mother god rest her soul was 45 when she had a massive heart attack and left us in 2003. I am still on bed rest GRRRR I hate it. But I know I got to do what the Doc says or I will get worser. She even hinted that I may need a vacation stress free. I told her about the K5 gathering. She said that would be a great get away. I love you Brothers and sisters. I know with the family support I have here and Newton and the family here at home I can get through this depression.