Been doing alot of hurtful thinking lately. the last 2 or 3 years have been somewhat hard for me to get away out to the water. why drs not lettig me drive. money being tight. and just not able to get what i need to go. Don't take it wrong i love my fishing it's getting to the water thats the trouble. So i think my best bet is to stop even wanting to go. hard to look and your rod and not be able to use it. think it will be one for the wall. Depressing cause i been a catfisherman over 28 years and am only 32 now. at this time it's about all i know to do without being able to get to the water. Catfishing was not just catfishing to me it was a way of life something i loved doing and the type of fishing i did more then any other in life. But i will always be a member and checking in and out and still at times reading post.