I am having a real bad time. Lost my mom back in Feb. 2003. And I miss her every day. I never got to tell her good bye or did not see her 5 months before she left this earth. Now I am having problems with my daughter and had to send her to live with her dad. :sad2: On top of all this I am hoping I can make it to (My Sons) Davids wedding in Co. Going to court on the 16 over child support over my ex which is trying to get me to drop the case, Just cause he has our 15 yr old. So he refuses to work. Then my surgeries our coming up on my neck, back and shoulder. Depression is kickin my butt. I cry daily. I hide the tears from Newton. But he can tell that my nerves our hay wired. My blood pressure is on the rise. I had a stress stroke on May 7. Now I am on medical leave.I have filed my SSI. So I am asking for prayers to get me through this. I can't even eat right. I smoke 2 packs a day and that is not good. All I do is lay around until I get to nervous then I clean non stop. You all are my family and I feel like I can tell you anything. But right now I need prayers. Thanks in advance.