Thnigs really get to me at times, especially when I think about life and death. In the big picture fishing really does not mean much if anything to me. What matters is my family and the few friends I have..With the passing of Tony today, I really got an eye opener. I went and saw my dad and hugged him and told him I love him..I also told my wife how lucky I was to hvae her and that I loved her also. I have been loving on my 15 month old son all day, and praying to god he lets me live long enough to see him grow up, I am almost 50 so that kind of worrys me. Sorry if I am bothering you guys, but the death of a man I never knew has really gotten to me.