I don't know what is wrong with me. I keep catching eater size channel cats. I put them in the cooler and drive them to my house....only to wuss out on cleaning them and end up CPRing them into the retention pond in my community.... I just can't bring myself to kill something that was so fun to catch.... Oddly enough, I even become protective over the fish... The pond in the community is suppose to be "No Fishing"....so when I drive by and see someone fishing.... I get a nervous feeling come over me as if they were catching my babies that I put in there.... I just need to move to the country and dig myself a pond.