havent been around for a few. facing a possible divorce. times are tough right now. a turning point has been reached in my life and i have some things that are unfolding for the better. wife and i had some troubled years in the past and its time for change. we still love eachother and are on good terms now. so its not bad and ive been with her and the kids everyday since the blowout. but dad hasnt been the dad he should be. and waited a lil to long to wake up. i have spoken and prayed with the minister in town here and things have looked up since. ill check back in from time to time. but i wont be on as much for a bit. the wife and kids are staying at her mothers now and were just seeing what the future brings. untill then me and the boys and wife sit down to pray before they leave but dad has an awakening ahead of him. and its gonna be a rocky road. god bless all my friends and family here. ill stay in touch.