well guys my internet is off for the next few weeks anyways but im checking in at library. been deer hunting and spending every min trying to get my family straightened out. as of today i asked her a week ago if she would wait a few months before seperating or divorice. she said ok. so well see. shes at her moms right now but im still talking to her daily and see her often. had the kids all weekend and she came sunday and had dinner and chatted and we put the christmas tree up togather last week. tonight were going to outback steakhouse with her and the kids. so well see. as far as im doing. lost 39lbs so far and not a drink since 24th of oct. couldnt fee better except for the hole in my heart,lol. thanks mike and norman and all those who have sent me p/ms in the recent months to say kind words. appreciated.