i am addicted, i admit to it, i can't wait till my next fix. I'm always looking for stuff and spend all my money on the stuff as well, some of the stuff is good some not so good. then i look for a place to use the stuff, some places are not real nice to be in while others are fantastic. i will stay out all night using my stuff and most days not doing my chores at home. I think about my next fix at work and can't wait till i can get off and get my stuff and get my fix. My wife does understand my addiction and how it affects my life, she even send me out to get a fix so not to drive every one up the wall. this addiction is not drugs but it has the same stimulation. of coarse i talking about catfishing . I have other addictions too waterfowl hunting, they say the first step to a cure is admitting your addiction now if anyone can lead me to a hobby that will take my time up so i will not crave this addiction, hey wait that will just become another addiction.