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I have always wondered why I am always hungry. I eat just to eat and I found out that I am an emotional eater. That sucks.

One reason that I am so stressed is because my job is way too stressful than it needs to be. My boss and his sons believe that everyone that works "downstairs" in the shop, Was put on the earth for their use. I receive no respect, I think that it is time to look for another job. It is scary to change jobs when I have a second child on the way. ...

Had a pretty good day today. Damn, getting my wisdom teeth out just now started to hurt. Really have not worked out today. It has been a hell of a day. Wendy (my wife) is pregnant and broke her toe today. So it has just been a whirlwind. I have a better outlook on life.

I have a hard time sticking to anything. It is a quality of myself that I hate. I need to keep writing in this blog for me to keep with it. I know no one reads these, but I will read it to keep on track. I have one question for myself: Why Not? Why not get healthier, why not feel better about myself, why not do the things that I want to do? I have a lot of soul searching to do. I have to do it for my son and my unborn child. Until next time.......check ya later

Well Endeavor 100, that is what I'm calling it, is off to a pretty good start. My goal of losing 100 pounds is off to a great start and I am making progress. This sucks, but I knew it would suck. Nothing worth while doesn't suck. That is the way of the world, Suck= Success I don't make the rules, this is just the way it is.

Well, I made it through day 2 in my search for better health. With a big help from Jeremy Sheffey a member on here, I'm on the right track. It sucks, I knew it would suck. I am fat at heart, I love food. Food is my blanket when I'm cold. Food is a shoulder to cry on when I am sad. I know I have to make a life change and think of food of......well......food. That is it. It keeps me alive, it is not something to make me feel better. This is step 1.